Had the thought that I should put something up on my website, but I really don't know what.

I've been thinking about game dev in a way I haven't for a while. As something I want to be doing as much as possible. I want it to be - recognisably - the main thing that my life is about.

Frustrating then that I cannot seem to stop "wasting time". As much as I want to be making games it matters more that I spend most of my time playing games. And like. I obviously don't have the energy to be working on a project the whole time I'm awake. There's gotta be stuff I can do to make it easier to get more work in.

I'm doing some of these things. Exercise is good. Getting outside, using my body for something, for a change of pace. Great stuff. It's important, too, to recognise when I'm feeling bad in a way. Usually some sort of sensory ick. Needing to brush my hair, or clean my teeth, or have a shower, or eat, or drink, or cut a tag off my clothes. These things are very important. Keeping myself present in my body so I can recognise all these things is very important. Like, for instance: I'm having a pain in my left hand. It feels like a tendon is sore. It's hurting a little to type. So... I should probably stop soon!

I have two games I'm working on right now - a tower defence game with Godot, and a side-scrolling road trip-themed game with HTML Canvas & Javascript. I can't expect myself to just sit down at the computer, open up a project, and start working. I need to know what I'm gonna do! I need plans. I need to envision the finished project. It's hard...